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Friday, September 29, 2006
hmmm i think this will be my last entry if nothing goes wrong, and then i'll be back after the As! i seriously dread it because i havent started studying for As. feel like i've forgotten so much of the syllabus after prelims. kept playing while others already started studying. i still dont have the mood to study but i guess all will come naturally after i've started. i hope. hehheh.

went out with skymy yesterday! had a funnnn time because we ate and talked alot. ahaha mostly gossiping about somebody. hahaha and then we ate at nydc! ah the pizza was great and so was the mudpie. grandma go nuts! hahaha and they got me nice cosmetics stuff, since my face is really quite bad after prelims.. outbreak and all. hehheh. want to thank sha and yun for the letter and card they gave me! =D and all of them for the shoes which i havent gotten and the facial masks and eyelash curler and mascara! and yu dont guilty ok, im not in urgent need of the shoes! love ya all for being so you-all and so sweet and pretty! haha i want to be like you all! =D=D thanks for being such die-hard friends because i know no matter what happens in the world, even if there is a nuclear explosion skymy wouldnt be torn apart. thats how strong the bonds between us are! better than covalent bonds. =D

yeah i want to thank wt, ki susan and mama for the top! peck for the cake, jt for the nama chocs, alex for the alcohol! thank mama for the card! minna for the earrings, s09 girls for the notebook and my eye candy's photo. haha. kaiyang, jon, edwin, yonjan and yihui for meddling with his photo before it came out so good! thank russell for the eeyore stuff, thank sam and siyu for the esprit top they delivered to my void deck! thank s09 for the mickey and miney ice creammooncakes~ thanks rudy for the card, thank leylong for the super nice card she made herself! thank beehian for the sweet little presents and eeyore picture message! heh, and zhijun for the rocher and the card! thank sjab people for the cake! thank william for the awfully chocolate cake! thank erjie for the nike bag and getting the ice cream cake and then getting the money from korkor. hehe and thank dajie for the sandals and forcing her bf to get me a present! thank skymy for the shoes [to come], the eyelash curlerm, mascara and the facial masks. thank: pam, minna, sam, alex, susan, sai, huiwen, yun, sha, yu jiahui, qianjun, shaun, sean, peilin, wanyan, ethel, jiayong, kaiyang, shun, rina, vivian, john, hengda, nancy, pinxuan, peipei, serene, weiling, aleee, maro, wanyi, beets, gha, david, wenbin, soph, beehui, beehian, jam and cy, dajie's bf, cyrena, wt, eric, michelle, alyssa, zhijun, wennee, jingsong, lingyi, cyrena, jaslyn, jiahui and qianjun's senior, kairu, guosen.. [sorry if i missed out anyone! =X] for the birthday smses and msn messages. you all made my day in one way or another! thanks for everything you all have done for me beacuse my 18th birthday wouldnt have been so good if not for you people! love ya all lOts! *=)

it'll be a month+ later before i blog again i hope. hahaa. and i guess what i've felt on 27th was wrong and it wouldnt last. i have to make my results better and the only way to go about doing it is to have no distractions! must jiayou le lah! just keep going, its the last lap. sometimes i wonder how many people actually get to have a feel of others' lives knowing they can never be the lead in their stories. perhaps things are meant to be this way and will never change! i should start cursing because people like wt and co end on 17th nov while i end a whole 5 days later. better than yihui and lai because they end 1 day later! lala i should stop gloating. =D

alright, take care all. it will be a long long time before we meet again. *=) and right now i shall start living in my own world again. things never really change much as i thought they did. i still think alot. and escapism is the only way out.

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
im such a proud person, its like im the first person to turn 18. but im still proud of it ANYWAY. =D its nice to receive sms and msn messages at 12 sharp. but im in a zibi mood and i turned off my phone. by chance, it was low on batt and switched off by itself. its called fate. i think im stupid. sometimes we do things which we know we shouldnt do, even though we can control it. life was never a bed of roses.

kaiyang realised that... i was hoping nobody would know. i dont even know if i was lucky. i dont think im that good but i dont want it to be just a piece of fluke because it can slip away. anyway shall not talk about unlucky stuff now.

want to thank the girls for the sweet notebook and yihui for editing the photo, kaiyang for getting the photo and unexpected jon for printing it. and to shun who wasted half her ink catridge printing the unglam photos of me. too many, cant help it. heh heh. thank russell for the totally eeyore stuff, thank zhijun for the chocs and the card, thank beehian for the sweetly prepared gifts. and as much as i hate to say it, thank you for your sms though you dont mean it because you dont even know me. and thank all those people who smsed me but i didnt read your smses because im zibiing, im sorry too.

im glad it as on 27th sep when i felt depressed. i guess life starts anew from now on, when im just minutes into being 18. im lucky and i feel so blessed and loved, all thanks to you lovely people. for all my life, or at least in the 18th year of my life, i'll remember all that you've done for me. some things change, but others dont. and i believe my loyalty and faith is one. thanks for everything every one has done for me since the day i knew i existed, right till now. its all that matters to me because they define me.

with lOve, gEok*
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9:11 AM


Saturday, September 23, 2006
prelims ended. and i ended it with so much regrets. i wonder if it would make any difference if i've studied harder. perhaps it wouldnt because the papers are out to kill. or was i a trojan horse meant to be sacrificed?

went out with peilin wanyan and ethel today. really glad i have such long time friends. going out with them just makes me smile more and think less. and im really very aunty lah cannot help it. =D im into nautica and stripes! so glad i bought my nautica earrings. im going to be a sailor! lala. and tomorrow's sjab bbq! yay! its what kept me going thought the awful prelim papers.. and next week its all different group of people from wednesday onwards! im so blessed and loved!

sometimes i just wish i wasnt me. its hard to bring about a change when you're resistant to them. how does it feel to be caught in the middle between a utopia and reality? life's never easy. well, nobody said it was.

love the girls, thanks for everything!

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