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just had colours night, was reading pam's blog and had the urge to blog. she's such an angel. *=) alvin leong kept telling us we wont fail gp, guess he's trying to encourage us. been feeling very inadequate whenever im studying, seems like everything diffuses out of my saturated brain. im so stressed. maybe because its the final lap and thats why im feeling so stressed.

colours night wasnt as good as i expected it to be, but it was pure joy to see my lovely team again. all dolled up and pretty of course. but as usual we're still loud and crazy. =D miss them lots, felt that things were slightly different after we officially step down from hockey. its a great deal of fun. *=) looking back really brings back fun memories. they just make me feel like playing all the way and not study. of course i know i cant. but i just wish i could.

need to refind that passion again. you know its hard. just so tired today, going to sleep and then tomorrow's the day to start working. i just cant seem to put my ideas into words now. and so i guess many things are better left unsaid.

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9:48 AM

hermawan left for the states this morning. yesterday he smsed me and i didnt know what to reply. and today i sent him an sms but he didnt reply. i wonder if he has read that sms. its almost everything i wanted him to know. its been almost 5 years since i last had any close contact with him. not to say we dont talk at all nor are we super good friends, i just felt sad yesterday. i thought things like this only happened in shows.

he was really true to keeping his promise of going to the states to study. how independent and decisive. last words to study hard, they had an impact on me but im feeling too stressed to really do anything. im losnig that motivation and passion. almost dying out but its the wrong time. i guess i need to attend lessons on stress management.

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5:02 AM

its been 2 years and i still love him alot! haha and i finally fulfilled my wish of seeing him real life! thanks to susan's birthday and my wt's sharp observations! yaeh and i took a photo with him! just that wt hasnt send the photo to me yet. and i added him on friendster. =D

i have been sleeping so late lately, the dark rings are so obvious and more pimples are rearing their ugly heads. was supposed to stop blogging because i find myself classifying things into bloggable and non bloggable stuff. it really defies the meaning of blogging.

went to town to celebrate susan's birthday. she gave us flowers! so sweet of her! haha and we gave her a top from new urban male. there's a cute salesman inside. and they complained that my taste sucks. ah, its was great going out with them again, makes me forget alot of things which i have to face in my everyday life. sometimes i wish there is an escape route for me but its all back to the senseless, insensitive chats and acting smart. everybody's stressed and nervous and everyone's getting a little less than likeable. it will pass.

i have never derived so much joy from reading before now. and dear mr leong is so old already. but nonetheless still high class, funny and nice. georgio armani ok. haha.

ben eio rocks! =D

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2:14 AM