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im in the blogging mood! havent been blogging in here for 2 weeks plus i think, thanks to cts and i didnt get anything in return...

alright, yesterday i went to town to celebrate the girls' birthday. it was quite fun! and we ate pepper lunch, quite a good experience. but i was super tired because i slept at 2 the night before, and woke up so late. we took neos! like my first neos in a few months. haha all funny shots. and we got shun her 3 quarts, yihui her sandals! and rn, shun and i all got shoes! yeah! finally i've got something to go with my 3 quarts. dont call me vain. hahah

this week of hols is good! i'll be meeting so many friends! ok lah actually not alot, but im going to holland v to meet up with yuxi and kairu tomorrow! finally a chance to go out with kairu, and its been almost a year since i last went out with yuxi! hope my beloved seniors are doing fine! =D

it was that day when i was on my awy to the bus stop when i suddenly thought of sjab seniors. had that urge to meet up with all of them and go for movie outings at jp like how we always did. missed calling rong ma rong ma, and missed being crazy and teased and absolutely losing all possible poise and grace just to be with them and creating laughter. missed those days when people from 3 different levels unite! of course the oldest will only be jinyong turning up ahaha. and then we have rong ma, sishan, weijing, jess.. and then we'll have ethel, soph, pam, wenbin, jam, beehian, wennee and i.. elton chenyang siyu nic! all those people.. i want a gathering! but there's no time..

i was talking to jianyong that day, and he said that perhaps jc is a time to make new and not so good friends. im not a person who will really keep contact despite my heart calling out for my friends. but i do go for the occasional meeting ups and i always feel invigorated after those meetings. though i may not say it, but you guys mean alot to me.

*jAye at words

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9:06 PM

and im back to weep and whine. no more.

i guess its time i start returning to my old self when i was rational and stronger. at least i knew how to let go of things that have become a part of the past. i wouldnt say this common tests was something i couldnt do, but i wouldnt say i can score in it. i would say its the worst common tests i've ever done because of my extreme carelessness. totally sucks. but there's nothing i can do and so im letting it go.

guess i got myself distracted! was so eager about playing in the holidays. but well it IS the holidays. am going out with the girls tomorrow. and its town AGAIN. but anything lah, the birthday girls get to choose. its going to be a good break before the bad news start arriving.

sometimes i wonder if people ever use their brain to think. or perhaps they overused it they forgot that they have hearts to feel. sometimes someone may seem alone, but i guess most of the time its by choice. and i think its a good choice.

special mention to junfu for treating me a fruitella sweet from the packet the aqua HAT gave us. hahahah i got forced to. =D

*jAye at woRds

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10:32 AM

i went out yesterday, with peilin, wanyan and ethel. i bought a nice bright green top thanks to ethel's smart instincts and found us all super good deals! 50% off lala. and then we took some photos. and i got grouchy again. im so sorry dear girls! was very tired because we've been walking around the whole day! but it was still nice seeing you all quarrel about nonsensical stuff. thats how i like things to be, innocent and nice. [peilin when i say innocent im not talking about you! =D] and i hope all of you enjoyed yourself! its so hard to meet up again, and peilin hope you like the clutch! you better USE it. haha. and we all bought something! and i spent like $30. no money liao.

i went out today, with 4g! to celebrate pecklim's birthday. we bought him nice slippers from newurbanmale! and i hope he likes it! though he doesnt seem very eager to try it on. =X and we ate at fish and co and had the nice and never failing coco exotix form four leaves! and i saw jt!!! woah become like rocker! and i feel that he's different already, a happier person haha. and he made us all sensitive to "qing he shui" haha. and i met up with wt susan ki and hw! its like so good so good. those rv days totally rock. never fail to bring back a smile on my face when i look back...

went to cc on monday for cip. kids are so monstrous. the smacked me and are all so violent when playing an innocent game like aeiou! i must take my hat off to all the cc caretakers. they are sooooooooo patient and really have a way with kids. =D

i need to find my passion for studying back. just 2 days of meeting up with my friends made me miss so much of my rv days. sjab, 4g, 2L, my first 3 months time, my passion and those happy days. all so wonderful. i guess those are the memories that keep me going, and yet break me when i think about the type of person i am.

i love luis figo! haha jt said i go for "mature" guys. haha im getting abit excited about world cup! die!

a nice picture to sum up the whole of today. hah.

sometimes we need to find those fading memories back and feel humane again. the waiter at fish and co so pro! his hands so steady! haha. perhaps everything tied to our hearts and there's no need to really hold on. tell me it will stay.

*jAye at wordS

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8:43 AM

its time to start hitting the books. i've been procrastinating more and more. im guilty and i want to start studying but i just CANT get into the right mood! the whole world's asking me to start studying but i just cant. been using the excuse of not having all my files with me to not study, but now my cousin has returned everything already! and im still not starting. damn there's some serious problem man. been having too much fun which got me thinking again. but i know im nothing that fits so its no point thinking and thinking. there's no end to the road.

to post some really nice photos taken during the hockey season. just to let you people see my face and verify that i indeed have fun before the hols came. and now im starting to slack again. someone should slap me in the face.

beets and i! her darling greenie's in her hand. haha

thumbs up! in memory of shaunP ahha.

you can count cant you?

a nice sweet pose for everyone, the last beautiful memory of the reds.

its really time for me to start mugging. i need motivation! shalene can you motivate me? =X i know the As are important and im lost for term2 in view of my season. i really need help and time and the MOOD to get back in touch with my studies. so screwed.

but i will tide through with faith. i hope.

*jAye at woRds.

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3:31 AM