season starting in like 1 week's time. 18th april. ah anyway i always feel like an idiot on the pitch. its like i do stupid stuff like getting hooked by a team mate's stick and not knowing the freaking rules of the game. grrr and i feel that im not even worth the place in the second team can, not saying that second team isnt important but i just dont feel good enough to be in the team. if we have enough people i think i wont even make it into the second team can. =X and im feeling the pressure to help contribute to the defence team. i dont see why we're so bad just because we dont communicate on the pitch. argh.
dr leong was like saying "i want to see and a1 beside all your gp when you all receive your a levels results slip next year." woah early in the morning he stressing us already. forced to order either time or newsweek. i mean who doesnt want to do well right, but somehow the future seems bleak.
oh well, never underestimate yourself. guess i have to restore that faith and stay positive.
anyway wt im super happy to see you tagging again! you know i missed you haha. please stay happy in canoe and have faith in yourself. sometimes being in an individual competition is better than in a team, then anything you do affects nobody else but yourself. its not so stressful. jiayou k! you go all the way! i'll be there for yoU! *=)
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