just finished watching pride. dont know how to return the dvd to kj. hmmm wont be seeing him in like 10 years? ok lah thats an exaggeration but hmmm..
talked to wanyan on the phone yesterday, haa told her abit about what happened. sorry if i made you hurt dear girl. its not that i didnt want to tell you about it but i didnt know how to anyway. its hard to tell people what happened. and after that since everything ended, there's really no point right? and she's right, sm and i have been friends for so long, i guess its quite sad to just end everything. but i dont have a choice. really i dont. i wish things can be better too. but they cant. i shall just stop talking about it.
im learning to cherish things in my life. sometimes i wish i can control my life, my temper. god's fair perhaps. i want all my friends to be happy. im in the thinking mood again. just such a small talk with a friend, just reading an entry and i can plunge into this almost depression thinking state again. i have nothing to say man. =X its all up to me perhaps. what happens when i dont wish to think, dont wish to know?
i need my privacy man. sometimes i just like being alone.
*jAye at words
Made a FASHION statement
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