im so screwed for cts lah! i did the papers without much focus and then i was careless as always! physics and econs killed me lah. arghs. i hate not doing well for my papers. yucks. it makes me feel so useless. its like im giving up in view of temptations. just gave up my weeks of hard work. nah i shall just be resolute and start doing something to make myself feel good.
sometimes people dont see what they should see and they make the world out of it. its so irritating its eating into me. or maybe im just trying to run. while the more you try, the more you get tangled in this web of affairs, there's no way to break free from this estrangement.. and sometimes i just wish that i have a greater control over every part of my life. it seems like its heading into nothing and everything is just so chaotic. im losing myself.
ahhh i miss rv! its such a nice and cosy place! and the people i met there, i guess they are going to stay for life. and zhijun, i think i kind of allowed myself to be taken in by the chain of events happening and so my cts are gone! i hope things are getting for you already.. do take care and smile more k! im with you! remember, keep your faith and you will be fine. everything will be fine in the end, just that the end isnt here yet. keep on moving! *=)
ahhh i still have spa skill a on friday! i really ought to restore my faith. hmm
*jAye at words
Made a FASHION statement
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