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just copied the html directly from yihui's post on class blog. but sad lah, she didnt upload my monroe picture! because she only uploaded those not so embarassing ones. nice nice ok! *=D

all so nice lah. haha, kaiyang's the lead in almost every photo! haha, xiao de. lala, rv U looks great ok! we all look so nice in our secondary school uniform. nostalgic. we turned back time! haha enjoy the photos! *=)

*jAye at words.

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3:13 AM

lala, its already cny's eve! but this year i wont be bai nian-ing because my grandma passed away.. but not sure if my relatives are still meeting up, because my mum misses her siblings and all. hmmm.

im still sick lah, cough and phlegm, fever blahblah. then cant eat all the new year goodies! actually i just carry on eating any way. haha. i love the chocs and the pineapple tarts ok! rocks! oh and i think if i have the time i may be going out tomorrow to do last minute shopping for clothes. i bought the topshop polo tee which is black in colour, then my friends all say inauspicious. been trying to get a maroon top but i dont seem to see nice ones! ahhhh.

actually im not in the festive mood this year leh. there's so much homework this weekend lah! sad life. but the good thing is that there's so many many shows! haha got louis koo. shuaige.must squeeze time out to mug during the hols. so sad. haha got alot leh, all the piled up tutorials. grrr..

i wore rv U today! still waiting for yihui to upload the pics. and she's not even online now! haha. the pics are nice ok! its like we turned back time to the first 3 months. nostalgic. haha i learnt this word from shun! anyway i think we had fun posing and taking photos. and i did a marilyn monroe post in rv U! going to be disgusting haha. shall post them up on friendster once i get my hands on them.

heard that there's going to be a test on basics next week. super sad man. havent been to training for 1 week because of my sickness. haha. so sad lah. i think i lost everything just when i thought i made a little progress in my skiLls. and maro rocks k, she's a super good teacher! so patient and she's pretty good and explaining and teaching! but im still worried about being too committed to hockey and then my studies will slacken. apparently my results have slipped this year already. seems like im not performing as well for tests as last year. shall start working hard man. cant stand seeing my results deteriorate. believe that i can and i will! i'll be fine and be able to manage! i can i can i can! i must be a happy girl! haha.

hai, tekong is a sad place ok. people in there dont even know when they're booking out. looks like somebody wont be able to get new clothes for new year!

oh man. i seriously want to enjoy school life! think its been great for me so far. just the studies part. well well, faith! the new year is here! i've got a cute angel, though my friends think he's a bit gay. he so nice lah. haha, i shall be ncie to him too! devote the part of my love for my mortal to my angel because my stupid mortal didnt even reply me! stupid cat high boys. haha. *=D

happy chinese new year! be happy people! *=)

*jAye at words

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8:03 AM

met up with hengda just now to pass him my notes. actually i really feel that though there may not be a supreme being above us planning every single detail in our lives, but everything's predestined. sometimes when you're lost, somewhere, somehow, signals and signs will appear to help you get out of your dilemma. initially i was thinking about what to do. then shuhui and hengda came and talked to me without having me told them the exact problem. though i told hengda after that. and they kind of enlightened me. its just kind of a wrong timing because i've kind of came up with a conclusion already and then they told me something that make me waver. grrr.

i always tell myself to have faith and be optimistic. i think the very reason that i keep doing so is because im not a person of faith and am actually quite pessimistic. well well. whatever choice that i make will make me uncertain and insecure. and both choices wont be a fair one. mr alvin leong always said that as people grew more affluent and better educated, they have a discerning mindset that makes them independent and able to make choices on their own. doesnt really apply to me. but i dont have enough time at hand! and this year is an important year.. grrr. im such a confused weakling. duh.

damn me. why cant i be near perfect? why do i always land myself in situations when i question myself? why do i always do something this minute and feel like killing myself in the next minute? whats up with me man.

my econs tutor is mr gilbert lee. i think he's really a pretty good econs tutor! though im always struggling with econs, but he has made econs more understandable. ahha, but still im struggling lah. mr alvin leong is my gp tutor! i love the way he always make small talks with us as the whole! can bond us together. he's not as bad as i thought him out to be. hmm, and i think my future in gp is less bleak because of his existence! he's funny. haha, physics and maths tutors are the same. im so glad. haha miss khoo and mr adrian low rocks man! they're fabulous tutors. ehhe. oh and civics and chem tutor is mrs chiew. currently she's making me more blur in chem than actually enlightening me. but still, chemistry is my favourite subject! and miss lim for pe! yay! lately im feeling a little happier because im having fun studying. just love the feeling of being swarmed by knowledge. and its swarmed, not drowning. at least i catch some balls. hehe.

life's pretty good. but never perfect. still caught up between my priorites and my wants. the problem of scarcity. sigh*

*jAye at words.

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4:32 AM

yeah my net's finally up again. sis bf had a hard time fixing my problematic computer and net service. haha school reopened and everything's so hectic! i felt so stressed during the first week of school lah. and its only the first weEk of school. so much work and we already started lessons proper. but i've slowly adapted to the hectic school life so im feeling better. kind of lifted out of the pits. haha.

i got injured during hockey yesterday! my thumb bled now. and its on my right hand. it hurts whenever im writing. haha. got so inspired by sean chua, so im going to try my best to train hard in hockey!

just when i thought the holidays was super fun and all, im beginning to feel that school's basic problems are coming back again. im losing myself. kind of actually. perhaps i am really a very flawed person. perhaps if time stalled in the holidays, i would have been a happier, more carefree person. at least then, i'll be detached from so many ugly things i see in school and just carry on being blindly happy. those halcyon days. someone told me that after a very happy period, you'll slip into depression. maybe. the ramifications of happiness. life's so fair. too fair i suppose.

i should just shut up man. damn. its always raining. yihui said that it'll stop raining when new year comes. maybe. its so cold, both inside and out.

*jaye at words.

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3:25 AM